Some times we are reminded by God that we are not alone tho the road gets lonely some times tho we have no one to fellowship with and the road gets lonely hard and tiresome waking the walk alone God reminds us about the cross and what he endured for us that we may be free of sin and have joy in him , his Word tells us ..,:
He says let’s us not grow weary or give up ..
But as the years go buy I have noticed that I have always went on my feelings and not wait on God to move I have had friends fellowship with me and then there gone why because I always go in feelings instead of waiting g on God and his promise because what Gods starts never has an end but every thing I start believing it’s Gods doing always ends why because it shows me that’s it’s me and not God and his Word says :
That the joy of the Lord is my strength , and then I need a prayer 🙏🏻
But I have learned starting 2020 God told me to let go of my selfish desires and just focus on him for there is a greater reward for me in heaven but that dosent mean I won’t be a long lonely Road but right when you feel like throwing in the towel you get an email like I did today from Crossroads bible institute a college I had a phone interview a few weeks back about my testimony and what God has done in my life and today around three this evening I get this blessed email …!
So even when I am feeling my weakest when I am alone and no one to share my joys with and what great things God is doing in my life and the ministry he put me in charge of God always sends some Kind of word to me to keep pressing on don’t give in to the devil and don’t give up because I have great blessings for you but we always seem to want to tell some one about our joy and there is none around and God reminded me of my website and he told me tell the word Amen 🙏🏻
Amen 🙏🏻 so all I can say is I have to keep fighting to good fight of faith I have made this far with God and he promises to help me finish this race amen 🙏🏻 all glory belongs to him my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ amen 🙏🏻 Gods is opening doors for me I just need to stay focused and look for the right people to daily fellowship with so I won’t get weak and lose faith ..
And I will end with this song my Mom wrote and my brothers band playing it for the first time in this recording amen 🙏🏻